Monday, September 28, 2009

run away

When you’ve seen better days
But now they’re all the same
no one else to blame but yourself

Do you still play those games
Man those times were so strange
Do you still dream of fame
For yourself, no one else

Run away from me
Set yourself free

The sun shines so bright
Water in my eyes
A moving car crash
Inside they cry, they say goodbye

wishing well

You always failed
I never helped
Head was in a guillotine
My body died at seventeen
Of all those broken hopes and dreams
Sailing south down drunken streams

Looking in a wishing well
Wonder if those wishes helped
But I wouldn’t dare to dream

You hold a power over me

14 pints

I should’ve known as these years grow
Shorter every year until I’m gone

It’s like fourteen pints
I’m starting to crack

Twenty years ago I was given some hope
But now it’s all gone away
I finally had some time to consider my life
And try and find myself a way

on the road

I find with your kind
It’s just a matter of feeding opinion
So I’ll side with your mind
It must be better seeing through your eyes

I go down a road, cul de sac, nowhere to go
Rows of eyes see my insides
and try to take this life way

Take me down a road were I’m still dreaming
Take me to that place were I still have you

Then take me down a road I’ve been worth taking
Take me to a place were I’m brand new

buying another excuse

Look at the state you’re in
Old friends been asking for you again
But don’t bring me up and then put me down
Sometimes it’s best not being around

Little

I guess it won’t be the same
Hanging around again
Don’t keep these words
‘cos they won’t break the curse
They’ll only make it worse

I think I’ll go insane
If I think about love again
I can’t be your everything
I can’t even be your friend

I’m here so much, when I do so little

The ones who i love

My mind’s racing with so many things
Broken thoughts and shattered dreams

I choose to play these games because of you
The ones who I love

Many ways to find your place
Just take in water, test there faith

Smile



Insane thoughts still follow me
Now everywhere I go
Each city holds a ghost
A memory, a simple thing like you

Now every song I write
And every girl I’ve liked
When their’s beauty in your mind
But you can never smile

Alone

This pain is strange
Hurts my brain
Forgets my name

I lose, I can’t do this alone
I can’t talk on the phone, nobody’s home
There’s things you don’t know

Now don’t tell me you forget now do you?
Got your eyes on the prize, more lies

This ship is going to sail
That’s a guarantee
Money in your pocket
But the best trips are free

You no longer need your prescriptions
You got a new addiction
The effects are the same

And under job descriptions
You’ve stated the positions are all the same
You’re all the same

Sunday, May 3, 2009

sim et ree cull


on the ground

change is not a choice
this is my problem
i took the easy way out but it's harder now

why did you take it when you knew that you'd break it
the greatest day in our history and you don't even know

this life is only mine in this world that's so unkind
pick me up 'cos i'm falling down
pick me up 'cos i'm on the ground

mc-jim mk4

alcohol saved my life

sim a 3


unlucky

sticking to your guns, you've polished off another one
now it's time to make up your mind
but you just sit and stare, staring like you don't care
when the world is falling around you
that's not the way i want to be, unlucky
i'm frightened of me
time is ticking, another weekend
that's not for me
but i'll keep drinking, i'll keep being sick
and wash these thoughts way

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Little Ditty


I could start again and be a better friend
What’s inside I’ll say
Then we can start again, pretending like it never ends
What we live, we live today

I chased all the birds away

You would leave again, the way the story ends
But I’d be asking you to stay
I’d keep asking you to stay
I’d be telling you to stay

I chased all the birds away

this town isn't...


Ickey Baby


There’s something you should know
But it’s not something I can show you
It’s not the way you imagined me at all
Were you expecting me to fall and crawl
I don’t think I understand
The light that leaves a woman’s hands
And when it touches the morning light
It means she stayed another night
Some stories need to be told
But only ones you need to know
I got lied to, same as you
But it’s okay

this town is...


Smig


I hide these feelings but they’re always there
Don’t need reminders, they’re never fair
Until Goebbels stream can fill my dam
I’m everything that’s not a man

Bringers of good news, a wealth of chat
Dreams I mind but will never have
You say you will but you never can
Be everything and be a man

You are mine

I think it’s alright

When I preach I’ll soon be damned( it slows me down)

Monday, March 9, 2009

MINE


Cser

Take a bow 'cos you don't need her now
It was but a dream, or so it seemed
my mind is wide awake, I’m here
I was telling you 'cos you were the only one who listened
Now listen to me there's only one thing that i'm meaning,
my mind is wide awake, i'm here
This place is sobering
My eyes are green
This life i've been dreaming ofWill never be the same
When two worlds collide they don't realise It's changing everything
As i'm fading in this wind

Cuckoo Cuckoo

This slippery slope, this shred of hope
The shit i'm in is a ship of ghosts
haunting me, taunting me
Her smell was heaven to me
But i lost my words and melodies
I’m getting anxious, struggling to breath
The beauty of her surface,so clear to me
so i let you go
They won't let us speak
won't let us hear
won't let us feel these feelingswe want to feel
So we go to the places we want to go
in our heads, this world is in our heads
This stone is left unturned
This stoner is left unharmed

N.O.T


Stealing Johnny's Cash

I don't want to hurt you
I don't want to lose you
I'm the scene of lies
but you played a part
Every night i still think of it
that painful bliss,that smothered kiss
I need to be saved, I need to feel safe
I need a drink

Notmine

Block out the secrets I keep inside
I'm waiting for time to put me inside
You'll never feel loved, never feel complete
I'll never feel loved but that's just me
Now the sun shines and the wind blows, it tells me you're not mine anymore
I'll bleed if it means i'm changing
Wait i'm feeling much better now
Why have me when you can have them
Beautiful people, beautiful friends
Why have me when you can have him
Beautiful people, Your beautiful new friend